So tonight I was reading the about page on this website and it has all this stuff about the beginning of coreynashley and it made me think back and sigh :).  On tv you hear the question asked a lot “when did you know he/she was the one…?” well i’ve thought about it and i think the time when i knew he was the one is when i fell in love with him. It was back in September or August of 2002 and it was a Wednesday night Corey promised me the day b4 that he would be at church, well the end of church came and he wasn’t there and I was sad and it was raining soo hard and it was dark and I remember walking out of the old youth building and seeing the rain and it was soo cool with the darkness and it sounded cool, well i walked out of the youth building and i hear something weird and i turn to my left and see this silhouette of this guy running towards me with curly hair just flopping up and down lol. and then next thing i know this silhouette guy runs to me and picks me up and swings me around in his arms in a huge hug. I can literally close my eyes and picture everything about that moment the sound, the way the rain looked, the way his hair flopped in the air, corey in his blue cross country uniform, he even gave me his little sheet of paper with his number, i wish i still knew where that was.  I honestly believe that was the moment i knew he was the one. of course girls mature a lot faster than boys ;).
Corey tells me the moment he fell in love with me was either febuary or march 2003.  I used to write poems and i had a poetry notebook, well one night a few months after we broke up in september 2003 i couldnt sleep one night so i decided to write a poem about corey. a few months later at church on wednesday night i had that notebook and a certain little boy (cough cough corey) decided it would be fun to take that notebook from me and read it, of course I did not like that at all and i hid from him embarrassed well I’m sooo glad that he stole it because he tells me that’s when he realized I really liked him and he should hold on to me. soo a few weeks later he asked me out and that lasted for almost 4 years until one year (when i was at my lowest point ever after my family fell apart) he forgot that he really loved me…or maybe he didnt really love me, but we broke up and some bad things happened and corey went through a bad time, and he tells me now that he realized he loved me the day after i found out some stuff and he realized how stupid he was and i honestly believed him although at that point i wish i could have killed him lol not really but i was angry. and from that day on he has proved to me every day that he loves me and he will never go through that again. he fell for me hard because just like 4 months later he asked me to marry him! So that’s how we fell in love it’s not a perfect but it’s our not perfect story about the best feeling we can ever have and that makes it perfect